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I just want to thank all of you, new and old, for sticking with me. Things have been very rough for me and my family, my Grandfather moving to a nursing home in Germany and my younger sister moving back down here in Louisiana.
I've actually wanted to upload some sketches I've done, but my computer is on its way out, and my scanner/printer isn't cooperating with me.
I'm working on getting a new computer right now, and things are just plain crazy at the moment at the same time I'm trying to scrape every penny I can get.
Just give me some more time.... It might be worth it.
Or not. Who knows.
I've actually wanted to upload some sketches I've done, but my computer is on its way out, and my scanner/printer isn't cooperating with me.
I'm working on getting a new computer right now, and things are just plain crazy at the moment at the same time I'm trying to scrape every penny I can get.
Just give me some more time.... It might be worth it.
Or not. Who knows.
An end and a (new-ish) start
Hey all. Been a while. To be honest I haven't really touched my DA account in years and for pretty good reason. First was the artblock which I'm sure most of you noticed when my art started slowing to a crawl. Second... I really hate what DA has become. I may not be the best artist but all this AI garbage is driving me nuts. The latest fiasco with them promoting "AI Artists" over actual artists was pretty much the breaking point for me. So I've been putting it off but I'm planning on deleting my account. Not sure when, but certainly by the end of the month. I'll give a heads up a few days in advance. I've since moved to BlueSky if you want to follow me there- my art has changed a bit, but I still love the things I used to, and maybe if people pester me enough for certain things I'll consider drawing certain things again. I'll probably re-upload some of my art here to BlueSky. But not all of it since there's a lot of stuff I'm not happy with or just don't feel like
Thanks for the Birthday Wishes!
I know I've not been very consistent here on DA, but I just wanted to thank the commenters that left "Happy Birthday" on my page yesterday.
It was kind of a lonely birthday this year for me- it was the first year all my siblings are out of state (except one who still lives nearby but has cut social contacts) :( But it was still a nice quiet celebration.
I hope you all are well and are enjoying the summer.
Has it been that long...?
My last Journal was in April of last year? I'm sorry for being out of contact. I just haven't had anything to talk about, and I haven't done much in terms of artwork either.
My life is pretty stagnant right now. Just trying to take it one day at a time.
Fried emotional CPU
Sometimes I wonder why I still come here.
Most of my favorite artists are still alive and are still uploading awesome artwork. I envy them. I wish I had an ounce of their gumption. An ounce of their spark.
I keep having to respond to people responding to my old artwork. "NO. I DON'T want my art in YOUR PORN GALLERY. NO. When she said "Muffins" she meant FOOD. If she meant her kid it would imply CANNIBALISM. YES I'M POSITIVE HIS EYES ARE SUPPOSED TO BE BLUE. THIS ARTWORK IS NON-CANON. You can see in the description where I said its "non-canon!"
I'm tired. I'm tired and depressed. I don't know why you still watch me.
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